its over ?

having broken up with my boyfriends ..
hmm .. he told me cant mix into my life now.
whats going on? he told me last two days separate awhile ,
and yesterday he told me again this SEPARATE THIS WORD AGAIN
im so hurt read this on the screen msn chat box..
he is in dota game life ,we quarel just a because his dota game .
but this time not only this , so weird right ? go langat my boyfriend
company me join my friends?
is force by me .because is so less he out with me ..
at the same day his friend call him out to
play game have tournament or trainning i dnt know la.
he promise that evening he wil company me go langat together .
not understand , why? why his friend cal he can out ,
when a girlfriend cal him to company her , he wont .
i just force him this first time only .
he sweet with me on friday evening ,
kisses me ,hug me ..
and then saturday night he said cant mix into my life ,
this word i should tel you not you to tel me ok?
so long we been togeher , why i still can together with u until now?
told me ' wont related me on his game anymore '.



2008 APRIL 5th we together
until 2010 JAN 24TH ,
start on that time he chaseing me ,he tel me to trust on him .
i will love you ,wont leave you alone .. and sayang you alot .

ALL WAS CHANGED .
just treat me like a toy ..
cant mix into my life this word was verry funny ..
i know he finding excuse .
he just realize half on his promise only ,and finaly he go away far from me ..
I'm not sure I'm the girl you're looking for. We hope to meet the one. We hope love can keep the promise. Finally, the bigger expectation, the bigger disappointment.

so hurtly ..
im crying all the night ..
he wont feel my paint ..
i dial baobei number , to cal her come to find me .
she arrived 5 min ,i get into her car .
i cant stop my tear ..
she give alot advise for me .
thank you baobei =)
no matter how much my heart is goin to break,, i've gotta let him go ...